Category: Work
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Going with my gut instinct – 11/11/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have to go into next week with the past left in the past. I will not have work friends, the intention is set with using my past experience and no longer listen to what I’m told, there’s leadership lacking. The anxiety I felt last month was awful because…
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Friday reflection – Fire re ignited – 11/10/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I chose me yesterday (11/9/23) to rest and get back some sort of balance and self-love. I took Thursday off. It was time to recharge. I had enough working hard, alone and with little to no support. I know my limit and it was reached and needed a break.…
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This little light of mine…goes out – 11/8/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I woke up, tired. I am tired, not dreading going to work, but my body is burnt out. I’ve never felt like this before, not one job before this. I had a few minutes this morning drinking my coffee before I logged on to work. I began praying and…
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A mad woman… – 11/7/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I woke up this morning wrestles, couldn’t sleep last night thinking of my presentation today to a top investigator. It turns out it should’ve been the least of my worries. I killed it. Did well and at my best, but first this happened… I hadn’t even finished my first…
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Despite the many attempts… – 11/6/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. Of being nice and trying to work with people over and over again on the goals for investigators, not my goals – trying to at times desperately fit in to have short conversations, chit chat and nothing. After 7 months and nothing. I tried to throw the fishing line…
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On a personal note-Sunday reflection with God – 11/5/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I believe in God, father almighty. I am sipping on my coffee and really happy, excited and blessed. God is good – God is great. I wish everyone who hasn’t yet received God in their heart they would. My attitude, heart and mind has changed. My view of things…
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Friday reflection – Hitting rock bottom – 11/3/23
Hello everyone! I hope everyone is doing well! The lowest point in my career, it comes now. I shouldn’t be thinking of this, but for the first time I am contemplating quitting and not have another job lined up. I only see this as the solution. I felt as if I didn’t make any progress…
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Staying calm during battle time – 11/1/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m trying to stay grounded, keep my cool, stay confident while on the spotlight. I’m taking this as a learning experience and not beating myself up for things that happened. They cannot happen again though! I wasn’t able to refresh my report so I had to hard code my…
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Building character – 10/31/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. The ultimate weight is on my shoulders now. It’s overwhelming. I’m working a lot. Incredible how I’m processing so many things and to me it’s urgent, but no one else seems to act as if anything is important? I am on the spotlight. I’m presenting financials on my own…
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Friday reflection – Confusing week – 10/27/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. This week has been a rollercoaster ride, very confusing with what happened. I’m busy, been struggling to keep up with the work, but I will not give up. I’m running on nearly empty. The strange part is that on Tuesday, 10/24/23, I wrote about being frustrated, feeling invisible. Then…
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