Category: Work
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The thing about honesty – 12/4/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. As usual I have had plenty of busy days. I can’t think of a time recently where there has been down time. I keep going from one thing to another and once I’m done the books have closed for the following month. It’s okay I’m no stranger to working,…
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Learn to ride the waves – 12/3/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. Shifting my mindset took a while because I needed to understand why so much adversity. Why so much negativity around this place? I tried so many ways to change the daily grind of this work to no avail. I won’t let me get me down, less others. I am…
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Friday reflection – It’s not working – 12/1/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. Time and time I have spent to try and make this work. I feel that I take a step forward just so that something out of my control forces me to take two steps back. Despite all the energy and effort nothing is working of adjusting and re-adjusting I…
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Looking to take that leap – 11/30/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I was having a fairly good week and I hoped that it lasted, but it didn’t. I did take the first step to try and move on out of here. I had a really good interview, the ladies seemed genuine and transparent. I’m not writing any more on it…
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Deadline goal – 11/29/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. To reach my goal it requires that I rely on others coming through for me. I’m pushing to reach my goal of sending financial recaps for 11 investigators this week. I’m hoping for the best. My supervisor came to me excited about a new query she found today. I…
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Calmer waters – 11/25/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I feel as if this is the calm before the storm. It is serene at the moment, silent and of family and happiness. I put out my Christmas decorations, shopping, journaling, sharing with my siblings. I’m not on alert or facing things with anxiety. I’m not carrying a huge…
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The sun is rising – 11/28/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. Such a strange day for sure. Some of the group is beginning to come around? Someone is actually reaching out for work advice. Wow! Is the silence and ignoring me beginning to end? Is it being lifted? It’s worth celebrating. People are actually seeking and listening to my work…
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Short week of Luck – 11/22/23

I hope everyone is doing okay and enjoying your time. Getting news out to the right people, on time and in detail your message will be well received and spread. With the right attitude, frustration diminishes and change happens, it’s not easy, but you have to know how to lead at any level. Taking accountability,…
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Friday reflection – It’s complicated – 11/17/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m finally able to blog. This past week not only has been challenging but tiring and had to take time to self-care. Not only have I not been able to keep up I have to deal with the nonsense of people. She’s loud, talks fast, is used to having…
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Unwelcomed feedback – 11/15/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I value myself, my worth and I know that my work is being watched. I know the type of work I produce because the last twenty years of evaluations I didn’t have not one bad mark. I open my email at 9:30am this morning to be greeted by emails…