Category: Work
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Friday reflection – Bringing the calm to chaos, again – 6/28/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. My mind is calm and it’s so good to start my day like this. It’s rare that I write that I had such a fun week? I felt grounded, surrounded by great energy minus the couple mishaps that I had to deal with earlier this week. I try to…
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This turned into a great event – 6/26/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I had an incredible time at the conference that was held for 2 and a half days. I traveled for work and joined a research conference. I did miss my son terribly. He cried with his little crocodile tears, broke my heart. I have an amazing sister that looks…
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The shadow follows me – 6/23/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I don’t know why or how these challenges continue to happen to me? There is a reason why they might be happening. What is it that I am not seeing yet? I try not to sweat the small stuff. It’s already almost expected that things happen to me if…
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Friday reflection – in observance – 6/21/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’ve been observing this person for a while of her emotions, the manipulation, and the wishy-washy personality. I sense she’s talking about me, maybe even lie, very indecisive and contradicting. She doesn’t know how to communicate, support as a team, and make it public or credit us for the…
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Watching high emotions – 6/20/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. Today was certainly strange and good thing I was not connected to any of it. People were emotional today from what I encountered. I actually had a good day, but others were angry, surprising to me. I hadn’t seen such anger in about 15 years. The day was as…
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Facing the music, again – 6/19/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. Yesterday (6/18/24) I met with the investigator that has the most complex projects and tasks. We’re behind, well really me. A lot of it is clearing outdated tasks. Money is owed and it resurfaced again with one of his projects being overspent so now finding out another chunk is…
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The interest is lost, it is what it is – 6/18/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. After a fun vacation I’m back to blogging. I’m way behind, but it’s okay I am doing what makes me happy and that’s family first then blogging. I feel like I’m fighting people and they are not showing their face to me head-on. They are putting obstacles in my…
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Finding my own mistake! – 6/15/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s been busy. I didn’t reach all goals of completing particular tasks. One of the investigators asked for the extra pay due to him, which I mentioned would be available today. It’s not. My goal was to get his pay to him on time, but I got overruled by…
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Friday reflection – The root of the problem – 6/14/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. The new start seemed to be working on getting to know each other. I sit here now wondering when did it stop working? I have been working with others, taking advice, support, and guidance from everyone outside my department. I am working independently, they don’t share my likes about…
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To be or not to be? – 6/13/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. My job just got busier. I take my time to be sure that I produce quality, but I feel the pressure to rush, and it makes me nervous and might miss something, get it rejected, and will cause delays finishing by the deadline. I try to be a perfectionist…