Surrender and then the change happens – 6/04/25

I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s been a few days of chaos and I continue to move forward of doing what I can. You can’t change stubborn. Today something happened, for me, a miracle! People’s mood changed. Maybe they just want to let it go, but no one has communicated to me about a decision? Weird. It’s been a long time coming and we had our meeting with the sponsor and even her toned changed, didn’t treat the doctor like I have been treated. The sponsor was solely in agreement with the doctor. I said nothing and let them talk it through.

I said my prayer 🙏 this morning. The doctor was frustrated with me because we were discussing two different scenarios and crossed information to the point we both confused each other. We both stopped and started over. I have caused her frustration almost each meeting because she’s not a numbers person and I’m not a program management person. I repeated myself over and over she can’t recall anything I explain. Not sure 🤔 if she really doesn’t understand or doesn’t want to. None of the team review or try to understand the basic finances or how expenses happen. I know they don’t want to because none of them ask questions.

Today, one of the program managers asked a finance question out of curiosity because she opened my report to review it so I knew she did in fact review. She caught expenses that shouldn’t have been charged to the account, this was critical and not just one, but several. I was so happy she caught on and I submitted all the corrections to our accounting team. This gave me hope. I think they are starting to see my dilemma and concerns. Baby steps. All the Best!

The light has been turned on to the problem!

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