YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay. There is a lot of energy around this month for me. I just started and it seems they were waiting for me to jump-start the energy? There is a shift and everyone seems to be getting into gear and received the “go” sign. There is fear inside of me because they are relying on me. I think I know why after they read my performance evaluations from other jobs I held.

There are a lot of things I’m juggling. I am exhausted. I don’t even know where I have this extra energy from? I get home pretty late after a 3 hour round trip commute. I don’t really take breaks and I eat my lunch in 10 minutes! I get home and all I want to do is go to sleep. I look forward to the end of the month so that I can bring my commute days down to 2 per week!

I miss meditating, working out, reading and writing in my blog. I do feel a lot of fatigue, but I do have to be grateful for no longer being upset or having drama I used to. The hateration was intense for sure in my last job. I wanted a change and I know my boss is worried I won’t be able to catch on. I can tell he seems to feel bad for me. It’s not the work, it’s the darn commute. I’m tired! I need a little quiet time. I have to suck it up for another couple weeks! All the Best!