YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay. I have to take the bad with the bad and the good with the good. I somehow already saw it coming and knew the answer. Her body language said it all (8/14/24 blog).

I understand why the supervisor’s face looked overwhelmed. I thought my meeting with her was about more work to my already busy schedule and I was right. I got the news that I didn’t get a bonus, but I did get a 2% raise. LOL! I guess something is better than nothing, right? If I hadn’t raised the matter I wouldn’t have known anyway. I’m not mad about it, but I am not being re-directed. This is the story of my work life. I work hard unknowingly. You think you are not going to struggle and at least have some support, and you find out you get none of it. You weren’t told the truth during the interview even when you asked. I am forced to work hard in the end, and you figure out you don’t belong.

This is going to fall quickly, it’s time to move on and will do so at the right time for me. I, at least know what to look for now. She’s not tough, doesn’t have the fight I do. I fight when I really should because of my experience. She asked me if she should change my title? Why ask me, isn’t this something you should’ve brought up already when you had the opportunity? I’m not afraid, I’m going to go, and I told her not to talk about future because I’m not committing to anything else.

I signed the contract, but I didn’t sign on to the chaos, stress, long hours, and the overwhelming part beyond the normal. The demand has been beyond a regular job. I’m going to pray about that something better comes along. All the Best!