YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay.

It’s been busy. I didn’t reach all goals of completing particular tasks. One of the investigators asked for the extra pay due to him, which I mentioned would be available today. It’s not.

My goal was to get his pay to him on time, but I got overruled by the higher ups and was told to push it back to the end of the month because it was already late. I’ll take the beating. I get it. I’ll meet with him Tuesday and be honest, it’s the only way to go. Despite I have nine other investigators, I’ve spent most of my time dealing with this one. I’m doing pretty good executing despite not having the necessary support internally. I do get support from outside departments. I tried to do right by him, but I got overruled and have to be in compliance as well.

Out of adversary something good has to come out of this! It’s surreal writing this entry and reflecting, it just dawned on me that there is a mistake I made. I’m in a rush, under pressure, and correcting mistakes someone else made as well, I thought was good help. I am thankful that this person made the mistake otherwise I wouldn’t have caught my own. It’s a project compliance situation if it’s not corrected. I am upset because I just blogged about being in a rush, I can miss things just to deliver quickly due to a deadline. My work was reviewed by 5 people, and no one caught it. I’ll take the heat. Oh well.

I’m now going to be in a rush to correct it, but I’m not, no one else seems to understand my dilemmas and the storm I’m going through. God is my advocate. I have faith that it will be okay. All the Best!