YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay.

The people that I thought would help really were not, not vested like I have been so now I know to stay away and not ask. This week tested me emotionally. I hadn’t spoken to anyone because I would’ve only caused an argument coming from a hurt state of mind. I had enough of being reduced, criticized whether intentional or not that had nothing to do with my work. It seemed to me that what all happened this week comes from people that probably either don’t like me or it’s not them going through a situation so who cares how I feel?

My day and week ended on a good note. I had a really good meeting with 1 of 2 top investigators and she shared with me directly that I am doing a good job even though we both don’t make what we’re really worth, but we like our jobs. She did mention since the supervisor, and I came on board our finances are looking better. I know what I have done since I have arrived. I actually do work. I appreciate her acknowledging my work and thanked her.

Since I got here, I feel like I’ve been targeted at my physical look, my person, and not my work and I’m not sure why since I don’t know any of these people, except one friend. All the Best!