YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing. I went a whole week of not blogging because I was pretty busy and going from call to call getting off work, exhausted.

But here it is Friday and I have to reflect on the week. I don’t give off what I know that my supervisor is doing. It’s clear to me that they are trying to compare our work product by giving us small projects. There shouldn’t be any competition because we all have our style of working and understanding. I believe they are testing her knowledge but want to make it seem fair. I also have to tell them if the co-worker asks me questions.

They already know whether she can do the job or not. We all have a choice to make, and we make our own bed that eventually we have to lie in. We were both given a sample project to research budget, invoice and payments, and expense transactions, remaining balance and determine what issues exist. She had more questions than work completed. I only hope that she is able to push through and catch up because her work was not complete at the deadline.

My elaborate excel sheets are now being accepted for what they are and the overabundance of information not leaving any question unanswered. I was told I was able to evaluate and find the issues and my solutions were acceptable on how to correct the issues. I got off work content after so much adversity of learning and growing from these experiences. After a long and busy day, I don’t feel tired. I had more of a feeling that I’m being accepted to the group. At the end of the day, I felt good and inspired to do more.

My effort and passion are there, but is the reward fair? Is it enough? I’m working, trusted and moving through any doubts they had of me one person at a time. At month 6, they are starting to see me for my work, full steam ahead. Content logging off today. All the Best!