Tag: workhard
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Despite the adversity – meeting the goal – 12/6/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’ve had quite a ride working here. It’s sometimes difficult to write all the emotions. I can’t give up, in the end it’s still my responsibility. I didn’t meet the goal for myself from the blog dated 11/29/23. This group is intelligent, but I only get “smart” answers. I…
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Learn to ride the waves – 12/3/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. Shifting my mindset took a while because I needed to understand why so much adversity. Why so much negativity around this place? I tried so many ways to change the daily grind of this work to no avail. I won’t let me get me down, less others. I am…
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Looking to take that leap – 11/30/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I was having a fairly good week and I hoped that it lasted, but it didn’t. I did take the first step to try and move on out of here. I had a really good interview, the ladies seemed genuine and transparent. I’m not writing any more on it…
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Deadline goal – 11/29/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. To reach my goal it requires that I rely on others coming through for me. I’m pushing to reach my goal of sending financial recaps for 11 investigators this week. I’m hoping for the best. My supervisor came to me excited about a new query she found today. I…
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Weakening progress – 11/14/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m slowly making progress. This has been the biggest challenge of my career. Its been a difficult period. I’m growing and expanding at a very slow pace incredibly never seen before. Things have not been right for a really long time. I keep re-starting. I jumped into this job…
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Going with my gut instinct – 11/11/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have to go into next week with the past left in the past. I will not have work friends, the intention is set with using my past experience and no longer listen to what I’m told, there’s leadership lacking. The anxiety I felt last month was awful because…
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Friday reflection – Hitting rock bottom – 11/3/23
Hello everyone! I hope everyone is doing well! The lowest point in my career, it comes now. I shouldn’t be thinking of this, but for the first time I am contemplating quitting and not have another job lined up. I only see this as the solution. I felt as if I didn’t make any progress…
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Friday reflection – Confusing week – 10/27/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. This week has been a rollercoaster ride, very confusing with what happened. I’m busy, been struggling to keep up with the work, but I will not give up. I’m running on nearly empty. The strange part is that on Tuesday, 10/24/23, I wrote about being frustrated, feeling invisible. Then…
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Working in silo looks like this – 10/24/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. Very tough days I’m going through, whew! It’s not something I’m dreading, but having to deal with people is the challenge, not the work. No one at work seems to be engaged and don’t communicate either. How is that okay with anyone? Today the team is restructuring, but I…
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Yield and (re)group – 10/18/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s okay to work alone when necessary, but this is beyond that I have gone weeks without talking to anyone. If they think it’s okay, it’s not! I feel like a drifter, not present, a ghost – ghosted. There is no direction or instruction of what I should do.…
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