YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay. I kept the faith, and I didn’t give up. I’m not giving them the satisfaction to see me fail. I took a big risk and leaped into the unknown and broke a major barrier today. It happened literally at the last minute before I got off and didn’t give…

I hope everyone is doing okay! I have to think and come up with a solution to this madness! I’m being challenged and as of now there is no solution. I have so many blocks right now. Not sure how these people get their work done? I have to do something, but I’m still now…

Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m writing this entry a bit late. I haven’t had time to blog in the last few days, but I’m glad I am here now. From last week, I want to reflect on the boss writing about getting to know others on a personal level and at the…

Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay! No matter how much time or effort I put in I’m not going to get what I want. I have to cut something because it’s hurting me and I’m not making any progress. There is no skill being used, no talent, silence and loneliness is all I have.…

Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay! As I reflect on the week I don’t want to reflect on the negative which I had plenty of. I have had a couple weeks of no progress, but no progress of work was slow progress. I learned plenty other things anyway and I prepared by learning systems,…

I hope everyone is doing okay! I want to write about the latest interview process because I thought that interviewing for one hour and thirty minutes was difficult enough especially that it turned more into a psychological interview and not a job interview. I thought I wouldn’t go through anything else to beat this past…

Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay! It’s a catastrophe! The assumptions that people make that you already know what your role is without explaining it. I mention it to not complain, but I can’t believe this still happens. WOW! What a manic Monday it was for me. I got on to review the analysis…

Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay! Uff! Tough week full of self-doubt. Why do I do this to myself? I have a lot of effort into healing, and I just fell right back into the trapped mindset. I was confused and questioned whether I could do this job. I am out of my comfort…

Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay! A lot of my struggles have been because I didn’t have faith in God and myself. As a kid no one knew that I went to church. I wasn’t aware of the importance. I only attended church because of my loving uncle who I miss so much. My…