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Friday Reflection – 6/9/23
I hope everyone is doing okay, been a while and glad to be back blogging! Certainly lots of adversity I have been going through personally and professionally. Overcoming the adversity takes a lot out of me. She is unfair, cold and primarily drains my energy. She expresses herself very direct with no filter at times…
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Give them Something to Talk About – 6/8/23
I hope everyone is doing okay! Finally have internet full time and not being dropped off. It’s been hectic to work and blog. The storm really did some damage in one hour. I have to talk about work, the process and training. I’m still taking training which this organization pushes so much and the mantra,…
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Hard days – 6/6/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m back and it feels good to get back to writing after this awful storm in Houston. But I’m bored. Apathy for this job. I’m tired, my energy is being depleted. I’m not upset about it, but ready to jump out of this box. There is no movement, no…
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Like Stuck in Mud! – 6/4/23
I’m glad to be writing today, hope everyone is okay. Even though I ended on a good note last week I can’t stop thinking of all these feelings I’m holding on to. I walked out of my house suddenly to take a walk, frustrated. I’m not comfortable because I can’t express how I really feel.…
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Not Alone on this Path, Friday Reflection – 6/2/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I kept the faith, and I didn’t give up. I’m not giving them the satisfaction to see me fail. I took a big risk and leaped into the unknown and broke a major barrier today. It happened literally at the last minute before I got off and didn’t give…
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Blocked In – 5/30/23

I hope everyone is doing okay! I have to think and come up with a solution to this madness! I’m being challenged and as of now there is no solution. I have so many blocks right now. Not sure how these people get their work done? I have to do something, but I’m still now…
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Should I Share, Personal? – Friday Reflection – 5/26/23

Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m writing this entry a bit late. I haven’t had time to blog in the last few days, but I’m glad I am here now. From last week, I want to reflect on the boss writing about getting to know others on a personal level and at the…
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I Only Have a Black Eye to Show – 5/22/23

Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay! No matter how much time or effort I put in I’m not going to get what I want. I have to cut something because it’s hurting me and I’m not making any progress. There is no skill being used, no talent, silence and loneliness is all I have.…
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Success! – 5/24/23
Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay! I’ve had success the last couple days. I shook off the storm from last week. I was intimidated to log on Monday (5/22/23) and see what a hot mess I had gotten myself into last week and it ended with a “to be continued” situation. And then… I…
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Friday Reflection – 5/19/23

Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay! As I reflect on the week I don’t want to reflect on the negative which I had plenty of. I have had a couple weeks of no progress, but no progress of work was slow progress. I learned plenty other things anyway and I prepared by learning systems,…