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Forcing support when I shouldn’t have to – 4/29/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. I had to watch my words today or I would’ve either lost my job or quit. There is no courtesy from people and have an attitude of, “it’s not my problem.” I also had to get frustrated to get support from the only person who has the pull to…
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Remain silent – 4/30/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. Working silently is the best way for me to make progress at least for now. I have to maintain my distance to get through this project that the deadline is today at 5pm. I’m not aligned with the current vibe, don’t have the proper support, and the energies are…
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Friday reflection, mixed emotions – 4/26/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s been a very tough, emotional week. Without releasing personal details I got terrible news of my older sister who is sick and I can only pray for her to go into remission. On another note, I feel like I’ve been on a treadmill and haven’t been able to…
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With hesitation; my action plan approved – 4/23/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I secured a small win. I will take it despite that the investigator was hesitant about my capability to come through with my suggested action plan. He only said, “Okay, go ahead.” I get it. My predecessor left, leaving all investigators in the dark on their financial standing of…
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Friday reflection, my gift from this week and the envy it caused – 4/19/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I had a lot of growth this week and I’m grateful for that, but it also showed the side of someone that I hadn’t seen in anyone in my circle or around me for a long time. I have a lot more confidence, happiness, and fulfillment with certainty of…
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A boost of confidence – 4/18/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I am tired the last couple days. I have to keep going. The email to the investigator from 4/18/24 was received pretty well and this was the first step to making things right with her from my blog entry 4/17/24. I will have to go into details with her…
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The very thing that could’ve hurt, didn’t – 4/16/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. I immediately made the decision to let go of this conversation. It didn’t stress me. I did get my “hand slapped”, but for a situation that I didn’t pick either or was involved from the beginning. The investigator commented, “ya’ll are negligent” and invoices never get out on time”,…
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See-saw of emotions – 4/17/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. It was a bad day, but for someone else. I gave my best advice on how to communicate with investigators and it came from a perspective of experience and not anything else. My advice wasn’t taken and still did what she normally does, but her way didn’t work out…
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No doubt – 4/15/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. Someone is trying to pull me down, doubt myself, and cause mental anguish. Today I took the day off to reset. The energy vampires are around me. I did meditate, surround myself with my favorite candle, and protect my energy. I will continue to use my intuition and intellect…
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Friday reflection – conflicting signals – 4/12/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. I have been trying to ignore the various signals, but the following have caught my attention. I was told we would reduce days of commuting to work from 3 to 2. I like to commute in because my friends are there, and I meet with investigators face to face…