YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay. When I write, I write raw and rough with the thoughts I have of my day and on this I don’t know that it makes sense, but it’s the real me and I’ll write it as is.

Today the important meeting happened between the medical doctor, the head our department, and the sponsor. The medical doctor will have to explain the ongoing deficit to the sponsor and the department head listening for the first time of the deficit. I’m sure the conversation was over the continuation of the next project and new project year. The uncomfortable topic is how we got to the point that we were not able to manage or track the goals and project budget.

As usual nothing was shared with me about the meeting and these people might not learn their lesson. I guess everything turned out okay for them when I am catching a lot of heat for it all and getting my hand slapped by herself the medical doctor and the outside departments, and the sponsor finance manager. If we continue to operate as usual will continue to maintain an environment of instability and a revolving door. I won’t stay for it. She’s harsh with me when all she does is tell the higher ups it’s all being worked out and we’re on track, that everything is okay.

It would be sad if after it’s all over and I get it all worked out we fall into the same trap. We see the mistakes and have an opportunity to start new. All the Best!