YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay. I did not wake up well, but not sad or upset either. 😂 I was sort of in bad shape, had plenty of drinks and drank my tears and fears away from yesterday. I no longer felt anything, no emotions, no hard feelings, nothing. It was a big step. I let loose and probably not the best way either. The headache was different 😝 today too. I couldn’t work or concentrate. I was barely able to stay up too, it was a long, but fun night.

I finally gave in and took a 2-hour nap, not caring if anyone needed anything or called. After I woke up, exactly what I needed got my strength, hungry, and 💫 started to catch up on my work again. The hubby and I decided to stay in and catch up on some sleep. I worked late into the night, 11pm. I haven’t had such a good time around friends in years, not perfect, but cannot do a repeat of last night. It took a while to recover. I take up for an organization that doesn’t give back all the extra except for a salary. I am almost left with no personal times many weeks at a time. It’s on me as well, I allow it.

There is really no one to complain to, but on here as I journal my work days. I will try to stay within the 40-hour work week. It does bring me relief and let go and I am able to start a new day, each day with prayer 🙏.All the Best!