YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m in a panic…This is a lot more than what I expected and what I was told was going on. During my interview a little over 4 months ago the impression was that everything was in order. Well it’s not! Expenses were not counted or posted correctly, budget was loaded incorrectly, information missing, and communication lacking. I’m inundated with chaos. My mind is full of work-a-lot since I got here. At some point I thought someone would have an explanation for why so many things were missed, but no one. It’s as if everyone knew to step off the line and I didn’t get the memo. Is there something more I don’t know?

I’m trying to adapt and now I changed gears and trying to survive! I don’t know who I can trust. They all want to take each other out, competitive, and people go on smearing campaigns around here.

I took a beating today. Everyone needs something from me and they sat here and chose to do nothing, now I’m stretching myself thin to save their @ss. They are biting their nails hoping this gets fixed and just goes away, not having to explain what happened.

I have faced obstacles the last two months already, today I got off at 3:30pm and see the big picture, organize my thoughts and notes and next steps. Tomorrow I have to focus on a major report and forecasting based on the monthly burn rate and have 2 days to complete. I shouldn’t be in this situation. I’m showing face for something that was caused by others. People only ask, take, and want more assistance not even considering I’m at capacity. It’s a lot researching, going through files, and email communication. Everyone else can wait. No one will vouch for me if my project doesn’t go well. I have faith and going to take a breather before I go at it again. All the Best!