YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m still fairly new to this organization. I’m nearing month #3 on 3/31/25. I feel that I have to prove my knowledge, experience, and may be the reason I feel so much pressure. There is a lot of work to be done, situations to resolve. I work hard to be sure that things work out and completed.

I restrict myself of feeling happy or let go until each situation is resolved. I have to learn to release and let go, let everything flow. I have to realize that I cannot control anything but myself. People move really slow and that’s probably what annoys me the most. I notice others at work don’t stress over everything. I do punish myself at times that I cannot feel happiness until I do get things completed when in reality they will continue as long as I continue working here. They shouldn’t bother me or stress me it’s not worth it and I know that.

I am now going to forcefully releasing, befriending myself, and take my peace back. In God I trust and devote more to me. I trust and will do what I can to get to a harmonious state. All the Best!