Past vs. present – 12/19/24

I hope everyone is doing okay.

I have a fear of losing. I have been distracted with negative thoughts of not staring my new job on January 6th. I should be happy and moved forward from the past. I seem to be distracted and thinking what I did before that I have to avoid doing moving forward. I think it’s me, my thoughts of losing, and not winning. That I’ll be on my own again with no support or collaboration.

On the other hand, the team is looking forward to me starting on January 6th. They all sent me a very nice note. They are anxiously waiting for me to start. Am I going to be able to do it? To get the job done. I question it because the last job I had they were thanking the angels for me and one person liked to create drama I made the decision to walk away.

My sister gave me some good advice though to remember it’s not the same environment or people. I have to be my own warrior and my own hero. I have the skillset, rely on my experience, and knowledge. All the Best!

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