I hope everyone is doing okay. When I have bad thoughts I do focus to clear my mind. I have incorporated music at work now from my younger days. I found myself dancing and moving to the beat of the music. I stand up at work to burn some calories now. I still meditate, turn my candles on, and say a prayer including using sage to clear my mind when I’m remote, work from home.
At the moment I feel discouraged. I think about this next challenge that I blogged about yesterday (10/23/24) and I wonder how long it will be to get through this one. Should I hang it up here? Is this so much pressure giving me sign to get out now? I have thought about not coming back in January 2025. Should I let this go and go to my freedom or begin to find my next gig?
I am not around or talking to the co-worker who has been ugly, caused turmoil, and gossip. She’s been rude, disrespectful, and making errors. She didn’t come to me and let me know what was going on, I was given the information by the investigator. Her presence is stressing. Her rash behavior is showing around the department. It’s sad. I haven’t responded and moving forward of correcting her errors. My job is to act and not respond to her rash and defensive behavior as I’m not her supervisor.
Some people are stubborn and won’t take responsibility for their actions and deflect unto others. I’m staying in my lane and trying to navigate through the storm quietly. All the Best!

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