Friday reflection – patient rage – 10/11/24

I hope everything is okay.

Here they go again with their subtle games and envy energy. It’s as if one of the two is taunting me via email. Is it the mean girls season or what? Either way the cat lady (co-worker) wants to outshine us as a team and the fact that she really is not doing anything speaks to her character. Her workload is nearly nothing. I have to give her things to do for me and some I have to go back and correct! I get the feeling that she doesn’t like that the rest of us are doing great despite our workload.

She never has anything nice to say and is mostly negative. She’s mostly out of the office and acts like she’s busy. She will criticize something even though everything went well. I stay away mostly because she minimizes the work that the rest of us do. She can’t achieve it because she talks more than actually doing. She has been keeping information from me and will only involve the supervisor and I have noticed more of it lately. Someone seems to be trying to suppress their rage toward me or us? Our progress, efforts, and intelligence might be bothering her. Plenty of information she’s been hiding from me that directly impacts my work, but gets to me when it’s already a problem.

I succeed because I work hard, I do real and valuable work, not by sitting behind a keyboard and act like I’m working. I noticed I am no longer part of their crowd and has isolated me. I don’t put it past her that she’s said things about me because I sense it when people whiz on by when they used to stop and briefly chat. Is she threatened that I have a good reputation around here? She definitely doesn’t have a good reputation around here as I’ve been advised by the the investigators themselves that she’s gotten into shouting matches with them and is ugly to the researchers. I’ll let her deal with her own drama and disconnect from that energy. I have to clean my vibration and aura from this one for sure. All the Best!

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