YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay. People are really comfortable. I started the week on a high through mid-week and now I’m tired, beat up, dumped on and they are all have gone to travel, party, and forget about work for the weekend while I have to still work to get caught up. I’m drained. I have a lot to figure out, update, and work to process, send quite a bit of emails and transactions to post.

It is unfair that only a couple of use are doing all the work and everyone else still getting by. It seems like they make more challenges for me. My vibe is low at the moment, like they stole my power and energy. It seems I am used to expect to work harder. I refill my cup just to give it away by the end of the week with so much to work on. I will keep going because I’m not one to give up, but now I have to think about how to respond when it happens again. I’m the one who has to push and rush to make things happen. The only thing I see happen is I get people out of hot water that don’t deserve it. There’s no mercy and it’s gone to deaf ears that I am really busy.

Investigator #5 now provided her personal number so that I can reach out while she’s traveling, but I’m calling in too. I deserve my time too. I need to refill my cup. This week I averted another disaster, time and time again. May God have mercy on me that it calms down. All the Best!