As I begin to feel a good flow, this energy pulls me back! – 9/16/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. How do I even begin to explain how my day went today? When I begin to think that we are about to make progress something else has to pull me back and make me feel stuck again! I have been working from a practical and common sense point of view and these people work from emotions. How would we ever get anything done?

We waste time and I have to deal with wishy-washy energy that frustrates me and begins to bring out my emotional side. Uff! I have to remember to stay calm and be patient. I don’t have any other choice but to wait for others to come up with their numbers so that we can move forward with the settlement. Either way we look at it no matter who carries the debt we still have debt, it’s not going away. Another few days of nothing and here we go again of playing the waiting game. I guess it’s just me, but I have already waited a while.

I asked for some time off and got it approved. A couple hours later I was told I would miss an important financial meeting with higher ups. “Oh! I wasn’t aware.” I really wasn’t told I had to be present. The supervisor’s response, “It’s okay, I’ll take the someone else with me since she knows a bit more about the department.” Me: “Okay, I’ll get the update via email.” Someone else is attending the meeting on my behalf that she feels is better suited than me. Okay, doesn’t hurt me I wasn’t apprised until now.

Before the end of the day, the finance meeting was changed so that I could attend. Well, I guess the other person wasn’t suited enough or the coworker didn’t want to attend, but okay I’ll go, I’m available. I’m not changing my days off because of work. I would be dumb to do that, no one does favors for me and I’m not going to favor anyone on this one. All the Best!

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