YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m not, not today, not since yesterday.

Why would the supervisor repeat everything I said verbatim back to me? The only person I shared the particular comment was the co-worker. The co-worker called me and shared that the supervisor might have co-vid, “oh wow, well she cannot go into the office with us all there, this thing is airborne, and I don’t want to give my son anything.” I see it, clear as day, in my face. There is no doubt in my mind now that it is her who has divulged everything I have said about the supervisor. Not upset because it’s not false, but I am dumbfounded because it’s a conversation that was to be had with the supervisor myself, not come from anyone else. Did she do it on purpose? I don’t know. I liked her, but I know I can’t trust her. She shows the traits now of having to be the best, be the most liked, and showing loyalty to the supervisor. She’s motherly like when it’s not wanted. I didn’t intend for it to be gossip. She veers where it’s not her business. This I won’t forgive.

Her personal agenda is to be the favorite one. Why? No one is competing with her. We’re supposed to be a team, but far from it. She’s a mean one I never saw it coming, she was in my blind spot. I have taken on so much work, heat, and now I have to deal with the drama. First, she shared with the supervisor my comments on the supervisor having co-vid, nothing false, but it was something for me to share my concerns directly, not the co-worker. I wouldn’t have had an issue doing it. She took it upon herself to talk on my behalf. Then, I asked the co-worker a question via email, and she took my email and addressed it with the supervisor, unknowingly I had already addressed the email with the supervisor. She basically duplicated something where it wasn’t her business to address. I asked a simple question and nothing else. Finally, I had enough, went over me and I had to shut her down.

The co-worker sent me a zoom message to meet with her and the supervisor about an investigator’s work plans for his researcher. She forcefully wants to dim my light and force the light to shine on her. She wants to outshine me, and I had no idea. What is she trying to do? I told her I wasn’t meeting with anyone because it was only a verbal conversation between investigator #3 and myself. He was only asking questions. There was nothing confirmed, and he mentioned it was only the initial negotiation. Are you kidding me? I won’t move forward with anything until I have something in writing.

People have not been sincere and trying to compete with me since I got here. There is more ugly than good happening here. All this time I saw her with good spirit, and all she’s been doing is stabbing me in the back. She tried to steal my crown but can’t because she’s all talk and no action. I went to her office and asked what was she trying to do? She better give an explanation of why I would not mee with them, it’s only verbal, nothing confirmed. She can make her own meeting. She shrugged her shoulders and apologized several times with her back to me.

I walked away knowingly well who she is. All the Best!