YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay. I wish I didn’t have to make another entry of disappointment. It allows me to release so here we go…

I left early on Thursday during the lunch hour when I had enough. The only person who was hurt and ruined her day was my friend. She knows me and she understands my point that I had enough of the childish behavior that has been occurring quite often. I felt bad and I apologized to her, but I would be bad company watching people eat their meal and I was left out.

I like people and I treat people respectful so that I get the same in return. I do my due diligence, cross my t’s and dot my i’s. I go above and beyond at times because I like what I do. For others it’s just a paycheck.

I am spoken to as if I don’t know things when someone has been holding the information, left out, and assumes I should know. I don’t understand that mentality. I ignore many comments, undertones when I never received the emails and/or messages.

We were supposed to have a lunch for my friend’s birthday and a lady was supposed to order our lunch. My order wasn’t delivered. She tells me what happened, that she called the restaurant and was told it was packed meat. I told her it was a salmon sandwich. Not sure why it came back as packed meat. She asked if she could order something else for me? I told her no because by the time any other meal was delivered, I’d have to leave to get my son. I couldn’t sit together and share what exactly? How awful, sitting there watching everyone else eat. I followed up asking if she checked the day before to be sure that the lunch box was available? She began telling me that she was told by the restaurant the order could only be placed the day of, but why not check to be sure what I requested is available since you’re already on the phone? The restaurant didn’t tell her the lunch wasn’t in the delivery either. She had to call, but only called when the order was running late already. I have done her job before as an assistant and did my due diligence, especially if it’s your first time ordering from a restaurant. She didn’t apologize until later after we had the conversation.

I have been reduced plenty of times by being told I have small feet, called short, lied about me, and having to deal with ignorance. A good day went downhill. How can I continue to come from a good place or be a good person when I only get dumped on? I pray that all this ends and I can move on peacefully. I don’t know that this is the place for me. All the Best!