YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay. I woke up today with a sense of achievement this week, had a great lunch with my friend this week, good mental week, good things and news from work that has been completed, and goals. I successfully executed tasks correctly and quickly one after another. Good thoughts bring good things. I wasn’t listening to the noise, making it a good and productive week. Very much transformative week since I started back on February 2024.

It’s 5:05pm and now I’m going to complete my journal entry in a different mood, state of mind. What an awful afternoon. I’m so upset. She can’t see me thriving and working hard, tirelessly to manage all the pending tasks too. I guess I made her look bad? I’ve had to go behind once again to respond to investigator’s email and answer their questions when she’s taken the liberty to answer already where important facts are left out and doesn’t realize there’s policy/compliance to be considered than just the one thing she knows, she’s always done and lack of knowledge for project work.

So, today she tells me she’s going to reject my requisition because I added too many details and it’s not necessary. I asked her not to because I kept getting an error message even after asking my co-worker and 45 minutes taken of my time to fix the error, it’s now required to add the whole account number including project number. She didn’t believe me and asked for me to give her control to manipulate my requisition via zoom. She deleted the main line carrying the complete amount, attempted to add another line thinking it would copy it and didn’t work for her. She went ahead and deleted my whole requisition, but asked if she could go ahead, and do it? Why not, you have already deleted all of it! She started a new requisition, new details, attached the agreement, attempted to add the project number only and BOOM! same error message. Then someone comes in and tells her they have lunch for her, she turns to me and says to finish it and she will approve it. She is going to check with the purchasing department on the error and I’m positive she won’t. She could’ve done a test requisition on her end before she deleted my requisition.

I have to go into the weekend to re-focus on my goals at work and practice my wellness routine to stay on track and not listen to the noise and not entertain it. All the Best!