Friday reflection – inner peace – 1/5/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. This week I thought of how much I’ve trained my mental muscle and not jump the gun to quit. The only person that I had a nice working relationship is leaving. It does feel lonely at work now.

I’m waiting, still waiting and I have a feeling I will continue waiting unless I do something about it. I’ve waited for 3.5 months, and I don’t see getting any help. My work won’t be split as it was when I came on board and there is no resolution. My supervisor avoids our conversation of providing help for me and knowing the work is imbalanced. She’s stalling at hiring someone new. I deserve an answer and I’m not going to get one. I don’t want to be that person to complain or express myself truthfully to avoid debate and drama. Either way it’s not going to work if I don’t speak up and force the conversation.

Finding my inner peace is important because I have been able to withstand and maintain the willpower and not show any weakness, they don’t deserve or should see that side of me. At my weakest points I do have to stop to find my power over and over. My rituals and taking myself away from these thoughts of just quitting is important and not jump into just anything else. All the Best!

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