YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay. As I am sitting in the plane over 3,000 feet in the air I am anxious. Anxious of the unknown. I’m still being considered for the position after declining 2 times to interview. The organization won’t let go. They are being very flexible with me, although nervous I reluctantly said said okay to interview upon my return from vacation on 12/29/23.

As I’m writing in my journal I’m contemplating not wanting to do another 2 hour interview. There’s something about this that is not right and is making me anxious. I don’t know whether I want to go to something new or am I in a comfort zone of being stuck? There will be so much to learn, new organization, new rules, new systems. If I take that leap I question whether am I going to the same that I am already experiencing?

I’m certainly not getting paid my worth, no support and overworked. I do have time to think about it and can always say no, but for now I will let it go and enjoy my time away from it all. All the Best!