YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay. I came back to work today and I am sitting here journaling sort of late, 10pm. My inbox was full and I was able to get to almost all the emails and/or move a lot of the tasks forward.

I’m trusting that God will put me on the right path soon . I see how things are now. I don’t like how they have been or how they are. I’m looking for something new for sure, but taking my time with it. I have to do more to change things to depart away from this organization.

I was told today that I have to push people and keep asking for things to be moved along when they don’t report to me and why should I, we’re all adults? We don’t need someone holding our hand, but my supervisor wants me to. I have to push people to get things to me that I need. Not only did I remind this person via email on a financial recap of the action that needed to be taken, sent a budget email, and approval from the investigator on the action item back on Nov. 15, 2023! Despite all the reminders the guy said he new nothing of the task I requested then?! Then after all the evidence was presented both went silent. What the heck is going on? Once again I have to confirm with the manager and get approval to process the same task from over a month ago. How much more do I have to do, but yet my supervisor defends his actions! They all turned a blind eye, it never stops to amaze me the audacity and mentality.

As I thought nothing changed. I came back to the normal state I am used to. I’m still working behind the scenes on my own thing. It’s okay, their rejection will lead me to something better. All the Best!