YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay. I have to go into next week with the past left in the past. I will not have work friends, the intention is set with using my past experience and no longer listen to what I’m told, there’s leadership lacking.

The anxiety I felt last month was awful because I went into presenting to investigators with little guidance. The anxiety only dissipated when I turned it into my own style instead of following someone else’s. I did flop at times with the technology and asked to do forecasts live without any time, but I figured it out on the fly. Thinking back I still can’t recall how I did it, missed a piece of information, but took me seconds despite that. As I went in and worked with my own style and I adjusted and created my physical and mental output to release the anxiety and jumped in full on. Right before the last presentation I got my blood pumping and I did push ups and jumping jacks back to back, it was awesome thereafter.

At the beginning of November it all made sense with a good flow of my presentations because I went with my gut instinct. I can’t force anyone to have high expectations of themselves as I do. I am selfless, different and on my own at work. All the Best!