YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay.

I woke up, tired. I am tired, not dreading going to work, but my body is burnt out. I’ve never felt like this before, not one job before this. I had a few minutes this morning drinking my coffee before I logged on to work. I began praying and suddenly as I prayed the sun, as it rose, hit my face, warm the precise moment I was asking God for a slow day in my prayer. I’m sure a lot others have it worst than I and I prayed for them as well.

The pressure has been on for a little over a month, mounting. I spoke to the HR guy about my verbal beating the day before. Despite not getting any advice I’ll figure something out on my own. The supervisor continues to bother me, push me, trying to tire me out and forcing me to work more and more. I work to live not the reverse. There should be a balance and she knows no boundary.

I presented today and changed up my routine a bit. I did jumping jacks and push ups to have my game face on prior to presenting to the investigator. Once again the sound on the laptop went out. I was at the tail-end to complete my presentation, but oh well. I got off laughing, what is the universe trying to tell me? Why am I having so many flops?

As I write in my journal right now reflecting on today my body needs rest, to disconnect. My energy of light went out. I sent out the financial recap and shut down for the night. I decided to do a workout even though it was not on my schedule and physically, mentally drained. I was finally relaxed and going in for a deep sleep. All the Best!