YoungHeart1980!

Hello everyone! I hope everyone is doing well! The lowest point in my career, it comes now. I shouldn’t be thinking of this, but for the first time I am contemplating quitting and not have another job lined up. I only see this as the solution.

I felt as if I didn’t make any progress at work. It’s as if I’m stuck in sinking mud. Where do I go? What do I do? Who to ask? I had so much happen either out of my control or I had flops. I had people not respond or misinformed or silent toward me. God is great that it didn’t make me look bad. It came to the point that I felt as if someone wanted me to look bad during the financial presentations. I am aware of particular people’s vibe.

I did stumble, but did not fall. I now know who’s who and what I should adjust for now. The month of October 2023 was difficult. I’m glad it’s over. People didn’t know my strength or capability, but got a sense of it now and I hope those particular people will give up and back off. I try not to stress, but I do have to say I’m growing and learning of what not to do.

I’m okay to quit now because no one can take my experience away. I can start over and rebuild. As I sat here now I get a text from a former co-worker asking if I consider going back to an old job. The only way to go is up now. I’ll leave it here for now. I’m off to celebrate a birthday party with my family. All the Best!