YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay. I got off work at 3pm today. I have to find my balance, rest and gain my strength back. I lost myself this week.

I had a fear this week and I couldn’t figure out why. I felt like something was going to happen and would fail during my presentations to the investigators. I lost my focus mid-week and this unknown fear kept me from doing my best. I’m not one to let me down or fail.

I have been through similar and worst work situations without fear. The silence was too much, people are not like me and I shouldn’t expect them to be either. I guess because I work different and am different from them. I understand not every puzzle piece is my responsibility, but it’s like they are waiting for me to solve it.

To end on a good note I discovered a new strategy of analyzing large, raw data. I got off and went to celebrate with a friend of mine with dinner. I am fearless, I am strong, I am survivor. I accept people as they are (narrow-minded), but I also have to place them where they belong. All the Best!