Hello everyone, I hope you are all doing okay. This blog entry might not make sense as the situation overall didn’t make much sense to me either. I never asked, I didn’t want to know who, what, where when or why. I’m sure if I did it would have come with drama.
Monday 8/14/23 started normal, worked through the day steadily busy until about 4:45pm. I was having a good evening and I hear my work phone ring. I grabbed it at 5:24pm and glanced to see it might’ve been an email or teams’ message from the supervisor. I noticed it was the co-worker, “Hi, how are you doing?” I decided not to answer because I was just about to sit for dinner with my family and thought to answer in the morning.
At 7:42am I responded, “Good morning, okay, how are you?” I started to work because I am busy. I felt under pressure due to multiple tasks to complete prior to Wednesday 8/16/23. As of now at 9:55pm I have no response from her. I’m sure she ignored my message. I felt at the end of the day today, Tuesday I accomplished quite a bit, got a little ahead. I began to wonder she was too quiet because our last conversation from 8/8/23. Is she gas lighting me now?
I made a comment to my family member, “I’m just waiting for her to stab me in the back. That’s what I get for helping her all this time.” I let it go because I thought to myself it’s crazy for me to feel this way. I went to bed not worried about it – had a lot going on already with health and work. All the Best!

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