Friday Reflection – The Fear of Us – 8/11/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m glad I was on medication due to swollen tonsils I was able to get through this week. Definitely glad it was over. This is getting old.

What a crazy week. I don’t think that I have ever dealt with someone that is emotionally unstable. The rationale and words are without filter, very impulsive and then it never happened. My time has been wasted on this person, put myself behind at work so that this person doesn’t learn anything in the end.

My co-worker only wants to be instructed on what to do, no initiative to do her part and take action despite I gave her access to my checklist and cheat sheet/notes. I was left without words the remainder of the week and didn’t hear from her. I had time to shift my focus to get back to work because I was already behind due to helping her.

With swollen tonsils I made it through the week. My intuition tells me something unexpected coming? I want to like my job, but the supervisor and co-worker make it difficult because it seems that taking jabs at each other takes over instead of working together. They are both head-strong. One is new to the organization and should show up and do her best. Unfortunately, both sides is sticking to their position and attitude that doesn’t allow them to move forward. Both should let go of the fear. One of not knowing how to understand the job and the other possibly having hired the wrong person. All the Best!

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