YoungHeart1980!

Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay. The surgery went well on 7/17/23, but the challenges that came after the surgery were unexpected. I feel as if it was a spiritual awakening for me. I am thankful and I see people and situations from a calm and positive outlook. I blog about work and the daily emotions I encounter, but handle emotional situations intelligently. It’s taken a long time to do, but it was all worth it. I have grown a lot.

It’s been 2 nerve racking and a bit scary weeks. I was discharged from the hospital on 7/19/23 and went back to the emergency room for a close call of bladder rupture. Luckily in the end I had to keep a catheter on for a few more days and I was able to get through that. Next, I had to seek treatment to get bowel movements started (TMI!). I couldn’t walk much, no bending, lifting, driving, and no exercise. You don’t realize how much you use your abdominal until you can’t. The worst mistake I made is having gone back to work after only one week.

I prayed on 7/24/23, “God give me the resilience to get through all the challenges that have come upon me.” I couldn’t take it back because the paperwork was filed and starting over wasn’t an option for me. Yes, I am stubborn too! I have to succeed at work and how do I find time to heal? No one at work has been nice, no mercy, God did have mercy on me. I am healing and only he has gotten me through these 2 weeks. God let me have enough strength in this first week of work, wisdom to make the right choices and find time to heal.

I had two scheduled interviews on 7/19/23 and 7/25/23, but I decided I come first, my healing. I have had dreams every night, but I can’t remember them. I do recall one in particular of pulling 3 hearts from a deck of cards and a card with a scorpion on it. Not sure what comes next or meaning. In my opinion I have more love surrounding me and one person to look out for? The important part is that I’m healing. All the Best!