YoungHeart1980!

Hello, hope everyone is doing okay.

What a chaotic week. As I think back I felt overwhelmed and hadn’t felt broken in so long. My health is not good and I tried, but didn’t meet the requirements for surgery after three specialist appointments. The news wasn’t what I wanted to hear, but I will continue to take the extra steps to get on that surgery table.

I had a lot of emotions to process after being declined, “no go” to surgery. My job doesn’t really support, but I guess they understand? Their focus is on watching my every move online while working remote. Everything that I have shared with my co-worker has pretty much been ignored. I keep repeating myself, sharing the same details over and over. Her choice. She’s probably frustrated, but that’s on her. I’m staying away from the chaotic energy around me. I’ve got my health to focus on and requires most of my attention. Everything else is unnecessary drama. I’m learning people in this organization and not liking any of it.

I guess God put me here for a reason, gave me this difficult assignment. I can’t question him, but I pray that it all passes soon. All the Best!