YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m glad to be back and blog for the first time after surgery. The surgery itself went okay, it was after that the struggle really began, but I will write about it at a later this week. Today I’m blogging where I stopped last. I love to write especially write on days that are significant because this is the way I let go of the “stinking thinking.” – Minnow Pond

What does it feel like to be talked down to? Today you acknowledged what I have felt in the past by your hand. I understand why you set a precedence with me. You also feel the need to shield yourself, but that is not my fault. You tried to put up a front of “you’re no one to be reckoned with” attitude toward me. I have listened and watched you put me down and try to dress me down with your words. It was nothing I hadn’t survived in the past. Even the lady at the other department that attempted to do the same with me tested my patience. I would not take a job that I have no knowledge of. Your empathy and your words of, “I’m glad you were not discouraged today,” shows me that you too are fragile, you too feel and there was no reason for you to treat me with a hard hand.

You still cannot see my capability, emotional intelligence and I am okay with it because I choose not to show all of my armor. You are cold and insecure because you are not sure how all of it works either. I have only given a glimpse of my knowledge, you choose not to set me free and make a difference. I will only compete with myself of achieving my best, no one else as I normally do. We get taught lessons for a reason, I learned a long while ago. All the best!