YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay.

I kept the faith, and I didn’t give up. I’m not giving them the satisfaction to see me fail. I took a big risk and leaped into the unknown and broke a major barrier today. It happened literally at the last minute before I got off and didn’t give in to these energy vampires. At 3:20pm something so small was a huge victory just because refreshing the report in excel “smartview” is one of my primary roles.

Let them gossip, let them give up on me, I showed up for me! I’m okay walking this path on my own. They think I can’t make it. This week was no different of taking one step forward and two steps back. Between the troubleshooting of this crappy “smartview” and the training I received thus far feels like I’m on jeopardy. I have figured things out on my own. If I didn’t have any prior experience in the game I’d be out of a job.

I didn’t get a chance to attend church this past weekend, but I did listen to it later on YouTube titled, “That doesn’t seem fair.” The pastor addressed that the wicked seem to have it easy, better. The wicked live good and prosper quick, but the good people have the Grace of God. I prayed this morning and God came through for me. The answers just came to me as I tested here and there, trial and error. I was able to update the reports and ready to take on the next month-end close. I’m not lucky, but all faith. The wicked in me wanted to take over – trust in myself took over. All the Best!