YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay!

I have to think and come up with a solution to this madness! I’m being challenged and as of now there is no solution. I have so many blocks right now. Not sure how these people get their work done? I have to do something, but I’m still now quite sure because I’m still fairly new. It’s awkward how this organization works. You have to do things their way and stay in your lane, but at the same time they won’t offer any support?!

I’m both too old and not used to working in this manner. Something is not working out and trying to think on how to approach situations that have been keeping me up at night. Nothing they tell me makes sense and my brain is working double-time to complete one small step. I feel like I’m holding my breath to get something to work and when it does I exhale. What the heck! I keep pushing, healing and refreshing to maintain my sanity to reach a milestone, but haven’t reached a goal. Uff!

I am entertaining moving on from this organization. I’m all over the place and there is no stabilization any time soon. I am leaning toward a deadline and if change doesn’t happen I have to step up and step out. My time and resources are being wasted, scattered and I’m not sure if this is worth it. There is no support or anyone I can go to for advise. That’s even worse. Big choices! All the Best!